Haha...gr8 poem, lol!!!!!! it tooooook me hours to read it lol.....um yea i know u'll always love her, bcuz i can tell by the way you still write about her....the best thing to ever happen to you...wow u must be really strong, i wouldnt have been able to handle that, but of course my life is a mess and i'd kill myslef if it werent for the ppl who help me through it....