Someone hurt you. I'm sorry. One of these days, I hope that you realize how it feels to have your best friend, yes that's what you were to me, screw someone else. I never want to wish pain upon you, but to have you feel it for just a moment...to know that you feel it too...would make me feel like I'm not a total waste.

If only for a moment.

I know what it feels like..
look we had somthing at training, but when i came home.. i didnt have you to hold.. i held on to your memorie.. thats all i had, i had to find somone to hold.. dont blame me for being human.

I don't blame you at all. Life goes on. I am learning to move along with it.