At times i just want to be left alone, like the dusty book on the molded shelf that no one wants to read because of the appearance. I use to cut myself, and after i left the school rumors started to circulate about me.. and about my cutting. You can make it through... it just took alot of cold comments for me to realize that i had to stop. Though, i maybe shouldnt've stopped to conform to others' points of view. But it was the only way to stay out of mental hospitals