I feel exactly the same, i hate the guy i love and i hate myself even more, there's time when i loves to touch the blade and thinking of killing myself, but i didn't, i know i need to stay strong for those who loves me, especially my friends, i will never ever want to be separates from them.

You express the feelings of others, not only yours perfectly well,
Check out my poem titled 'Bleeding inside...', and tell me what do you think.

Thanx,
Luv ya,
And into my favourites.

There's some spelling mistakes in my comments, just to let you know.

I like it

Yeah just express from ur heart!!