Sweetie you have been hurt so bad just like i have she hurt you she broke you n you want her back? ok i no how you feel right now .. dont wish the worst upon her (trust me i did n you will regret it) i guess what im trying to say is that one day if you wish the worst to happen for her something bad will happen to her n you will blam your self for the rest of your life n trust me you DO NOT want to live your life knowing that you wanted some one to be hurt n they were
sweetei you will learn to love again it takes time i never thought i would but im starting to come back in to reality after almost 3 years (it takes time) open up itll be soooooo much easyer