Ok your poem was good and it got across all the points of your relationship with this guy. You also wanted to know how you can help yourself? Well i'll tell you what i've always done and it prolly sounds corny but it works. What you do is you think of this person and you think of all the bad things they've done to you and write them down. . then go back and think about how YOU felt when he said all those hurtful things. Then tell yourself. . "I deserve better. . .and i won't settle for this treatment or someone this lame!" YOu have to git an attitude with yourself to straighten up lol. But hope my advice works and come check me out sometime.
ttyl
~amber (lifetimecowgirl)