When i look up at u all i see is hated and betray

what does this sentence mean,
I think it's better this way...

when i look up at you all i see is hatred and betrayal...

Still doesn't sound right...i don't know...and i think you should read it again...the words and structure is a bit confusing...

I never had a dad either...so yea..i see the angle where your comin from..i liked this 1..keep your head up..and keep em comin nice work..check out mine sometime..hit me back..peace