Thats not true..it wont be more peaceful you'll devour yourself alive hun, don't do that.
Please just talk to someone, they do care...just watch..
im here if u ever need..
xoxo

Hey hun
well i was going to write to you that i totally understand what you mean and how you feel, but i have decided against it, alot of people have said that to me over the years and although they understand somethings and have been through similar situations no one can ever truthfully say that they fully understand. i love this peom and all your others. i read this quote by someone a little while ago
"they say that one smile can hide a thousand tears" and when i read some of ur peoms it made me think of this quote. it's ture that if you look into someone eyes u can tell how they are feeling inside.....most of the time that is.
i was also going to say if you ever want to talk about things or need advice i'm always here but i ahve also had alot of people tell tell me this b4 aswell. i want to talk to people but sometimes i just am to scared, don't want to burden them, don't think they will understand or that they will judge me. but i have learnt that maybe it doesnt take someone to 'understand' for people to get better, just someone to support you or make u feel loved, supported and cared for. just so next time you think of suicide you know that even if there are many many poeple who wont miss you or will be glad, it doesn't matter just as long as there is one person who will be more upset than anything. anyway i am talking alot, lol which i happen to do but yeh come check out my peoms and r/c if ya want
but yeh keep in touch
peace out
xoxo