I would change the second stanza to then the smile, I am happy, Took awhile, to start laughing
the third
the way to gain, i dont know, to get the same, i cant know
the fourth i would just put feeling broke
fifth, i am laughing
then the last one just keep it different from the second...

so all of that is what i would do, but it is your poem therefore i actually have no say whatsoever. it is actually good, though each line is really short.. easy for sylabols. hehe. i love you.