Your writing clearly expresses the feelings that you have and I would like to give you some advice...
I myself am going through something like a crumbling of a relationship... But heres my advice...
You gotta find yourself. You gotta know who you are before you can define yourself with another person.
Email me for more counsel....

:( hey... my relationship is crumbling too >.

>.>* anyways... pressed wrong button sorry x.x... but, yea most of my poems i've written so far is about how my relationship is falling apart, and how we used to be, i hope you can talk with your girlfriend about this? hopefully sort things out, my boyfriend and i haven't talked in 6 days and hes considering to breakup since he think its hruting too much, but it wont help anything either if we do... when i saw him on wednesday we didn't even talk, only looked at eachother for a while and walked away, only seeing the pain in eachothers eyes.. >.

Interesting this is ok. the repetition is good and you really portray your feelings.