It's really a shame u feel that way !!! how can u let people put u down like this ?? u should be a looot more confident and show them what ur worth !! dont let ANYONE make u feel that way ! "man struggles to survive, not to succomb" !!! right now u r just letting urself fall deep down. i'm telling u, ppl r not worth it. i was depressed last year and i know what it's like. but now that i've overcome it, i can tell u that u should be much stronger and u CAN be. mail me if u need advice and if u want to talk. good luck