Ok so here we go, i wrote it in like 3rd period, so i was mad, i thought is was ok so i put it on here. you started it this morning when i said iwasnt mad at you but you insisted that something was up, i didnt want to yell and be angry so itried to let it go but you wouldnt even when i asked you to. ash, you need to see somethings are your fault, look at the double sided things youve said, dont act like im all wrong. i know you tried to help how many times do i have to say it, i know, you cant tho, just being beside me is all i can bear, ive said it, why dont you get it? why is it all on me? why? bet you dont have an answer. this is gay, what ever i say you wont really read youll just over look it im afraid, you just wont ever see it if you dont see it now. i cant breath especially when i try i cant see because i cry even when i think im ok, i dream about dying for no reason sometimes. i cant control anything, just stand beside me, not in front of or behind me. i love you.