I am sorry you are feeling so much that you feel the only way to get through it is to hurt yourself. There are other outlets. I know you don't want to hear this because it has all been heard before. Trust me been there and it sucks people telling what you need and what you should do. That is not why I am writing to you. Hurting yourself is only putting off the pain, it only pushes it down, but there is something inside of you that is dying to come out and you take it out on your wrist. one thing i learned was that it only last for as long as it takes for that pain to bounce back into your life where you have to face it again and this time without the comfort of the razor going across your wrist. I pray that you never cut so deep that it takes your life. Hang on tight, it is a ride, but you don't have to go about it alone.
if you every want to write.
my email is percy816@hotmail.com
Paula