Yes own own expectations are usually either higher or lower than what we think of our selves adn no matter what we CAN nvr seem to achieve nad pleaese people thats why i have learned that pleasing people is a waste of tiem jsut be yourself nad you'll do great.

i have also thought many of those questions in my tiem there questions that can not be answered, or if they must, must be answered in time....good luck.

lissa