ok so this is really sad..and so true in so many ways. But truth is..absolutely everyone has feeligns like these..and that has to be reassuring.
Just know that you have so many people that love you, try and make this life what you want it to be hun...
You're amazing and strong and i know that if u put your mind to it, you can achieve your hopes and dreams..(realistic ones:P)
I love u sweetie..
will talk soon