It really isn't 'the worst thing you've written'..far from it hun. My heart goes out to u as i read this:'(
it's really sad and then i sense mayb a twinge of hope?
If it's anything i've learned from recent events of a similar situation..i shouldn't have let him go..fight for him babe..
xoxo

That is really good i love it... and i just been threw something like that and i know it hurts stay strong though ^_^