Aw hun:'(
sorry i didnt comment..i was sure i read it. hmm..
anyway, this poem is well set out and really heart breaking.
Im not sure wat to say, but i hope that you and your dad, some day sort things through..it's not wrong or bad to want that.
Much love xoxo

I totally know what yer saying in this poem...im here for you, i know what yer goign throug \h hun