There is so much hurt and pain behind this poem that i wish i knew the solution to. if this is based on howu really feel, no guy/girl is worth your pain. there are so many years ahead of u. i used to think the same way but things happen for a reason. everything will unfold the way it is meant to. also, a blade is no solution to ur problem. more pain doesnt solve anything. i wrote a poem called "you'll pull through" and "this morning i smiled" these are poems that i hope u can relate to because if u really are feeling this way, these poems r sumthing u mite need to hear. i hope i have been able to help u in some way. i wish you all the luck. keep smiling!:) great job