Wow that must be very hard to deal with!! i know if my friend died i would have to kill myslef to.. Im Very Happy you made it through it.. A lot of my friends are sucidal right now and i dont know how to help them U know?? But i am really sorry if u need to talk to anyine im here. And one of my friends i grew up with is dying right now and im gettign tore apart
~*Prayin4alan~