Great poem. Very sad, however. It made me very sad, like jealously was physically eating away at my soul, for I can relate to most of it.

Wow... that sounds harsh, but trust me, it's a compliment. You have a gift of grabbing readers into your poetry, and all of a sudden they're you, and living through what you write about. You make us feel what you feel by your words... thats talent! And it's no joke my friend; if I didn't mean it I wouldn't have said it.
Truly Amazing!!!
Take Care and God Bless,
Sarah-Joy