Your still so young and have alot of life to live, and although it seems the pain never goes away it does, until the next time... you never really lose the love for someone but gain love for someone... it helps to love your self first tho and figure out ways to make yourself happy before you try to find someone new to help you be happy... i wish you luck and i hope you can start smiling cause with every closed door two open... i hope the right one opens for you...very nice emotional writing...

Itz good