Hey hun-
thanks for the comments.
this poem is amazing but then again,
your poems always are!

You are an amazing friend.
I'm The one that needs to be apologizing because i shouldnt even be considered a friend to anyone the way i have been lately.

and im just trying to get through some stuff

like you said in this poem,
my life isnt bad
i know it could be 50 times worse

but when it IS bad, its BAD.
and im just trying to convince myself
that im worth a little bit of something
even if its just a little bit to anyone in
the world. and i'm thinking about moving out
and living with my grandma or something

im slowly going insane.
lol.