"For so long I hve been hurt and kicked around."
have not hve
~~~
"People always told me that your a hateful person and I would have to agree"
you're, not your
~~~
"The red shit you see dripping from my face is the blood that I have bleed."
maybe either 'am bleeding' or 'bled'
and you should edit the 'shit' out of your poem, since this isn't in the explicit section, and 'shit' isn't allowed otherwise.

Its a good start, but it needs some cleaning up. It seems more like a cry for attention, you should try and add some metaphoric comparisons...Describe the feeling and the vibes when you have the gun in your hand...

[PymgyPuff]

I like this one, though you've mispelt Bled in the third last line, and you might want to remove the second 'e'. Other than that, amazing!