This is a very well written poem and u seem very confused with who you are, how to handle your past or where ur gonna end up. i just wanna let you knoe that all u have to do is stay true to urself. always trust ur gut feeling. never lose confidence in urself because in this world you are all that you have. without self respect, confidence, determination and drive, you will go nowhere in life. your past is there to remind you of where you have been and how u have succeeded and grown...well ill stop talking now because eitehr wat im saying makes no sense or has nothing to do with ur poem lol. hopefully i was able to offer u sum sort of help. anyways, great job u should be proud of urself:) keep in touch. smile*