Sickness beyond despair

Lonely as I'm feeling...
The burden of being left alone in the midst of a dark tunnel...
There's no way out...
No light to come in as a sign of making me feel the endless unceaseful despair...

Heal my boredom...
As I felt that there have been such loneliness ever since...
Trying to figure out the very essence of living... LOVING...
Help me with my undying sorrow...
The mournful days of being the only person whom I know I tried to become for the one I know would give me the light...

The light travels... way beyond my sight...
It kept shinning but has forgotten to why it shined...
Stop! I say and don't ever keep me astray...
Never leave my sight for i might... be restless...

Thinking of the night of being off the road swerving the miles of devotion...
Trying to capture every moment of sadness...
The TRUTH I say I need the most...
Make me yours and come into my life... my light...

Make me worthy of your sight...
The light... the everlasting light...
Need me and love me... For I have always wished of your dwelling... into my life...

Please don't leave me... Please stay with me...
My light... My LOVE... My LIFE...
Please be on my sight..... FOREVER!!!