This is truly a brilliant and heartfelt poem. You have captured your emotions extremely well and mine too. This poems shows how all the different thoughts run through your mind, how you wonder how you can carry on without them there, like it almost seems like your in a bad dream, yet you wake up to see your still in hell. This poem says it all.

I'm sorry for your loss.....I really liked this poem I hope you continue to write xoxoxoxo.