There right Life is full of opportuniites.. i've learned that opportununities don't just fall in your lap but you create your own path to opportunities. I think were in the same boat right now. I'm realizing that i run away from reality and get caught up being boy crazy to make tht the only thing that matters. I still don't understand myself quite yet, but i do know i have to find something else to get caught up in something that has meaning. Cause when the love or lust fades away your left with nothing. The moral here..... Find something else that makes you happy. (not at all judging you, if anything i'm judging my own mistakes! Great job on the poem... maybe that boy had one purpose, to show that your a great writer!