I experienced these feelings and they are absolutely true!

Once again an excellent write. I loved your wording in this poem. It is just beautiful. Great Job again! Thanks for the comments! Jpoet*

So I'll bear this pain and suffer its toll
Knowing she owns my heart and grips my soul.
I am putty in her hands to mold and bend
With hopes that someday this torn heart she'll mend.

Wow, this sounds so much like me and what I go through.
I'm hooked to your poems. They're excellent.