Will life is a mystery to all...we wish we could die and not be here but then at the same time want to live out lives full..i feel the same way sometimes and it is hard once you think you are happy and on minute something happends and it falls aparts true and yes there is alot of pain but we all deal with it you just got to trust yourself enough to live it day by day.take care....rachy

I have felt the same way you have (Honestly.) And sometimes you just need to be optimistic even when you don't want to be. Always focus on the positive (+) and not the negative (-). Stay Strong

XX3 Nia

I can relate. That was pretty and depressing.... Like life can be.