Mommy's lil defect

To my mother, of 14 years.
I've loved you through all of them.
I've cried in your arms for 10.
now i fight my own fears.

to my mother, of 14 years.
I'm sorry i haven't been the perfect
daughter, it's like I'm the fire and your the water. i stay away from you to save my tears.

to my mother of 14 years.
I'm sorry i was your mistake
all that time ago you made
but yes I'm here

i am mommy's lil defect, daddy's treasure, but i still love you mom, beyond measure. even if i may say i hate you instead, i'm really saying "i'm sorry, i love you" in my head