On christmas eve

I lie awake in the dark cold night
as faint Christmas tunes echo in the light
the bells rang as the wind chimes in
and I'm all alone, as coldness fills me in

Ive lost all i had on Christmas eve
my mom and dad had crashed down a cliff
my brothers heartache left him in demise
and soon he left me, with a slash in the wrist

did you hear me cry? did you see me die?
do you see the tears i cry in the night?
have you seen me weep? have you seen me grieve?
no, you haven't...coz its on Christmas eve

to love for me is like a blink
one moment of passion, a lifetime of grief
and Christmas day is the worst day for me
coz that same day you fell out of love with me

if i cry how long until i can meet the morning?
it was a lonely night, the day i felt my limits
on Christmas eve, life has closed in on me
my family has gone and my only love has left
stating i have never loved you, we were never meant