It sounds as if you did all those things you wouldn't be you. Let your life breath and take time to smell the roses like they say..You never know what you will find when you're not looking. Peace

I love this poem. I feel the same way sometimes. Guys really want that perfect girl. But that girl is just so unrealistic. Keep writing you'll suprise yourself.

EXCELLENT EXCELLENT EXCELENT!!! This is my favorite... But ya you shouldnt change for anyone if they dont like you for you them screw em its there lose they can find someone else