I really like this poem aswell. I know what you mean, I can't say I'm not pretty because I know I am, not being up myself but I can't say I'm not..... hehe, but I know what it feels like not being able or good enough to talk to certain people and stuff, to feel like you'll never be good enough.... I'll give you one piece of advice,
you are beautfiul in everyway, your talents and your gifts could match the personalities of those who you think are to "popular" for you or what ever. Don't be afraid to speak out, or to talk your mind, you are lovely, charming and best of all ur an individual, nothing can ever replace that. they are all try hards and this guy ur on about, he doesnt see that then he doesnt deserve a great garl like you darl,
keep it up
kac
xx