'the memories are still carved in my heart
and the pain here still lingers
the way he tore us apart
left us with our angers

but things got better
we moved on
i write it in a letter
that it was all because of my mom...."

Dear, this piece is rather heartrending and tear-jerking to read. Although the scars of your wounds remain, I'm glad that things are going on well with you. I believe everyone makes mistakes in life; so no one is to be blamed, I suppose... The aforementioned stanzas had tugged my heart immensely... reminds me of the remembrances of my painful past...
Be strong and have a good courage. Hope you all the best!