Sweetie, it's ok to not smile for a while. Smiling constantly when it's not how you feel is tiring, not to mention unhealthy. Sometimes breaking down and crying for a bit is the best thing to do. You're not going to get over it by pushing it away and pretending you're alright. Talk to someone if you need to, it helps. If you don't have anyone PM me and let it spill, I promise you it'll make you feel a little bit better

starsnsmiles x

Yea i can relate to this poem,i lost my grandpa about 4 weeks ago,and it still hurts and it will probably always hurt,but great poem and im sorry!
-freaksow
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So sad. Keep writing.