Wow!...i used to feel that way about a guy. unfortunately he turned out to be a real jerk and now im glad i broke up with him. im sorry you had to go through it too. i dont mean you finding out that the guy was really a jerk, b/c i dont know if he is, but im sorry you now probably have to sit and wonder what could have been.
you did a really good job on this!

Tera u can say hi from time to time if u like ok the past is the past ok