Hmmm...
well, Im not sure if it will help, but she loves you too, and you could never push her love away.
~Jessica

I can't help but to smile when I read this!
I remember when you wrote this. It made me cry....
but now, when I read it, all I can do is smile.
I'm so glad that I got the chance to have you in my life. I really wish that you still were, but sadly, you walked away. I want you to know that you did so much for me, and you made me a stronger person. You gave me the strength to be more than I used to be, and you showed me all of the *good* things about myself. Hope that all is well, and just so you know, YOU STILL COULDN'T EVER PUSH MY LOVE AWAY!!!!!!! I miss you <3
~Jessica

All these years later & I still love you with all I have! ♡ & even with our struggles, there's nobody I could possibly love more!