Doom's day

Doom's day is near,
that I fear.
It determines my future,
and it tortures.

I am grounded in a prison like place
where I call home.
No Veronica Mars,
No the OC,
but study.
No television,
No play station
but books.

You say,
"Life is in your hand,
you mould your own future."
Rotten I can be,
Lim Goh Tong I can be,
What I want, I will be.

No more birthday party,
No more outings,
till doom's day is gone.
So long farewell
my dear "fun is wealth".
-Doom's day, by jiayi.