Not many people can put that much feeling into a poem but you did. I know many people that go through that pain, but that doesn't mean that all hope hase gone. I went through it but now i see that there is more to life. So if u r going through rough times dont give up there is still hope.
I love what you write and thats you have been able to reach out n put some pain into a poem.
Your are a great writter keep it up.