This is a very sad poem. The emotion can be felt in your words.

if only i had you with me
you could take away this pain
if only you were here
i could live my life again

I think at sometime we all wish that we could do things over. We have to move on.
Great job!
Take Care Cindy
Happy New Year

Very emotional, i'm sorry 4 youre loss, and i know it's hard to let go, but great poem