Things are getting better, but not everything. theres still that one thing that im hoping for.. and theres no way im ever giving up on him...

Dont belive me
beneth lie no truth
beneth lies confusion, fear, and lonliness
but i hide this,
i dont want anyone to know
that i still love you...

To hate and to love you kills me because i cant make up my mind which over powers which...

You told me that you loved me
i asked if it was true
you said yes, i have you my heart
the next day, my heart you threw...

I wish i could look into the furture to see if its all worth it in the end...

My mind is telling me its over forever, but my heart is conveinced that its still there and i should wait...

I hate finding out stuff that i wasnt suppost to, and it hurts so bad, because i know we could have been perfect... but i screwed it up forever...

You said you loved me the other day.. but then why did you go and tell your "boys" that im to dramatic for you...

I dont understand how i still love you after what you put me threw...

I want something perfect
i want sumthing i almost had
now that ive lost you
i feel nothing but depressed and sad :(