My mind is telling me its over forever, but my heart is conveinced that its still there and i should wait...

I wish i could look into the furture to see if its all worth it in the end...

You told me that you loved me
i asked if it was true
you said yes, i have you my heart
the next day, my heart you threw...

To hate and to love you kills me because i cant make up my mind which over powers which...

Dont belive me
beneth lie no truth
beneth lies confusion, fear, and lonliness
but i hide this,
i dont want anyone to know
that i still love you...

Things are getting better, but not everything. theres still that one thing that im hoping for.. and theres no way im ever giving up on him...

Do you remember telling me that my hands were soft? well.. i do every time i look at them...

** lets be us a.g.a.i.n **

All i want to do is talk to you, talk it over just once more... but the closer i get the more pain i feel..

I bet you wont r.e.m.e.m.b.e.r half the
things that i wont f.o.r.g.e.t...