I hate you, yet still love you
I miss you and despise you.
I'll Forgive you, But Never forget You.

I look in the mirror every day, at the stranger staring back at me. I wonder if one day i'll know, who it is i see.

I wish life was like an editing room,
where i could rewind and pause at the good times, delete out the sad times, and fast forward through the hard times.

Happily ever after.....sounds like a foreign language to me.

Don't tell me that you care, Don't feed me that shit,
Cuz i'm fed up, I'm sick of it.

It's easy to tell someone you care about them,
But not so easy to tell them, when you don't anymore.

Just hold on and you'll see,
I can be everything you want me to be.

RED: symbolizes BLOOD, LOVE, and ANGER. It's funny how so different things can be symbolized by the same color...maybe because loving people so much...can lead to anger...and anger can lead to blood...when they don't care.

The cuts don't go deep into my skin,
But they sure left scars on my heart.

The words that once scarred me on the inside will now be scarred on the outside too.