It's hard to say "I love you" and not...
It's hard to know that your not there to help me...

In a winters ice,
branches stand bare...

I don't think you will ever fully understand how...
I don't think you could ever know just how truly...

Feeling so calm blinded by the light
Didn't dare to stop it try as i might...

Screaming, wailing, crying a wave of hurt inside...
the calm before the storm the sun burning bright...

This pain is so perfect
its peace that i strive...

Do you here it?
all that screaming...

Purity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face...

My heart has been sentence to a life time of pain
My blood runs so very cold inside my scared vines...

With all that I've lost life seems so worthless
i feel i should give in...

Do unto thy self the pain you deserve, cry tears...
Let the creator of life look down with remorse, as...

So many questions so little time sometimes i ask...
i can't please everyone though i will always try...