Since he has left
my life feels broken...

I\'m lost
I\'m alone...

I put the razor to my skin
All I can think about is the pain that I am about...

I try to stay sane.
But when you think about it...

I sit down in a corner in a cold dark room, I rock...

I feel so alone now
I cry tears of blood...

I keep a smile on my face
Trying to play off that I am OK...

Looking at the bottles
Yellow and White...

My deception is my downfall
Wondering if this is me at all...

Wishing there was someone to hold me
Someone to Love me...

Close your eyes
What do you see/feel in your mind...

These feelings that I NEVER wanted to come back...
Depression, Suicide, Cutting, Drugs...