It was a night of disbelief, a night of sorrow
someone who was here today, wouldn't be here...
I hate the fact that he has the right to control...
Causing my life so much commotion...
At first i didnt like you,
jus thought you were cute...
You helped me realize there are others out there
You helped me realize to pretend not to care...
Im jus so outta touch, no one to pretend to be
im nothing more than a person, an ordinary me...
So many guys want to please me, want me for their...
But sometihng has me rejecting them, always...
Life can be captured
can be seen as a whole...
I sit and I smile as I seen the painting smear
Its like the red paint is sheddin to overcome a...