I often cry myself to sleep,
Because the feeling of loneliness is extremely...

After breaking it off with him and then reuniting...
I do love you that will never change...

I feel dreary, weak and dead.
I'll be leaving soon with so much unsaid...

I envy you with all the love you recieves
Why am I the one to be hated and always to grieve...

I placed the letter upon my lips
Like your butterfly kisses on my fingertips...

Some tell me he's the best I've had
Others say move and that side of my life was sad...

I've left you to rome alone,
While over the ocean,how far I've flown...

I'M SUFFOCATING, CHOKING, DIEING
I'M LOOSING CONTROL OF MY LIFE...

Life is a battle
You decide to win or loose...

God didn't mean for things to be this way.
He gave us choices and our roles to play...

Leaving you was the hardest I have ever done,
Especially since I felt you were the one...

I feel as though we've fell apart,
And it hurts my mind and my heart...