And what hurt the most out of it all was when you asked HER to be your valentine...

And I sit here wondering; whose hand are you holding tonight?

Please just hug me and tell me that you love me. You don't have to mean it, just fake it enough so I'll believe it.

I should have just walked away while things were okay instead of staying for so long. I could've walked away having you still love me some, but now, I walk away knowing that you hate me.

I just miss that whole feeling I use to have when I was you. Feeling full & alive, actually knowing who I was & what tomorrow would bring.

You've left me so emotionally confused & it doesn't seem to phase you.

Doors locked,
lights down,
window open,
blade in hand.

So tell me now; do you want me?

I won't take any 'I don't know's this time. Give me a straight answer, darling. Break my heart again, I'm use to it.

And I swear, my curiosity is going to kill me one day.

And if you took the time out, you'd notice that all of her screen names are about you.