I feel like im running outta options to be happy,
Why can't I find someone that is happy with me,
Who wants to be with me, for me,
not for something they want me to be.

Some people hold on to you because your moving on,
Don't mistake that for them wanting to be with you,
They are just jealous that you moved on,
You finally found someone better then them.

Sometimes time doesn't help you get over someone,
You need to find someone who is in your shoes,
Sometimes its one of the last people you would think.

I wanted you to understand me,
I wanted you to be there,
I wanted you to need me like I needed you,
But most of all.....
I wanted you to love me like I love you,
Instead I got nothing but a broken heart and teary eyes.

I want you to stop calling me,
I want you to leave me alone,
I want you to hurt like you hurt me,
I want to beable to tell you good-bye for good,
But it's never as easy as it sounds in your head.

You only have 1 life to live,
Don't waste it being heartbroken,
Pick yourself up and show him your strong,
You don't need someone to make you happy,
You should be happy with yourself.

Sometimes life gives you hard choices,
You don't know if you should let go or hold on,
but holding on hurts more then saying good-bye.
Never hold on to someone that won't hold on to you.
There not worth the wait and the out-come always sucks.

R.I.P. Crystal Gayle Pfouts

May 4, 1978 - December 5, 2006

You will be very missed.

Some people say crying is a weekness,
I say crying is a strong point,
Because you finally admit that something is truely wrong.

Why is it when you need someone the most no one is there?