The longer it takes you to realize you can't go back to the past when things were the way they used to be, the longer it takes you to move on

.Its hard to let go of the one thing your scared to lose.

Your just another face in my mind
&& scar on my heart
I'm trying so hard not to break down
But I'm slowly falling apart

"You know, it's funny. One minute your so happy, then the next, your eyes are overflowing with tears. Then, you stop and wonder why everything changed, why all of asudden no one is the same, not even yourself." - Me

"I love you, I really do. I don't think I've ever said that to anyone and really meant it, until now." - My boyfriend said that to me.

Lets watch the sunset over the horizon,
listen to those stupid love songs.
we'll make unkeepable promises &&
swear we'll never love anyone else

No one can make me cry,
make me laugh,
make me smile,
or drive me mad
like he does

I get weak in the knees & I lose my breath.
I try to speak; the words won't come.
I'm so scared to death
& when you smile 'that smile'
my world turns upside down...
Whenever you come around.

I've depended on you long enough
you take up too much of my effort
you wont change me - ever

I still love him with everything I have...
And I'm trusting him not to break my heart.
But deep down...I know he will.